whats in it for me?????

 in our minds eye  It seem to me that loved ones are always much kinder and dear, which leads me to believe possibly the same is true for hated enemies. Nothing is ever quite the way we exaggerate it to be in our mind. My memories hold deep feelings if they be good or bad they are never in the middle.Always deep and Divine or evil to the core. Life has prepared me for a journey down a road to perpetual acknowledgment of each being I encounter, I shall delve deep into each, searching for knowledge of their drive in life what makes you tick? And, why does it always seem the greatest quest is "whats in it for me" can we not be just for the sake of being or must we always seek a greater payoff.

domesic violence

Tragic the way i love you .
The pain we inflect upon each other
The hitting, hair pulling love we share
Such a dangerous place to be (in love)
I will never leave you of this a swear
I love you forever
Of this pain I bear but only mere flesh wounds
Marks upon my skin will heal hair will grow
But with you I will die
Of this I know for sure
I promise you this

I think back to when I was but a small child and you thought me how to live
how to be poor and survive, how to cook, how to read, how to play,
how to love as if today be my last
you were and are my Grandmother a name fit for a queen
and how it fits you so well

Grandmother
your so special, and now I get the privilege to share with my children
they know not of the gift you are
live forever in my heart and here with me  too
you  air I breathe you are earth, my home
you are all this and but a human
what a special being you are
you are a blessing
you are a song from the voice of angel

kicking it ol school

Thou art my true love
if ever I did commit it shall to you
thou art true as a Mothers love
thou art sweet as berries on the vine
thou is but one man
mine

Greatful for all things always

This is my first time Blogging about anything and I'm just wondering where I want this to go?
I think I will start my first blog with a bit of poetry just to warm myself up to the idea (blogging)

I wrote this after I landed a great job with long term potential only to be fired after the first week for a .40cent accounting error.

after a very tyring day I remind myself to be Grateful always.

GRATEFUL

Grateful for this life with each breath I consume
Grateful for my friends and family with the knowledge of who I love and who loves me

Grateful to God for all blessings bestowed upon me
Grateful to God for all my natural gifts and those still the works
I know all things will come to fruition with hard work and faith

In life their will always be ups and downs
 remember to be Grateful

With gratefulness we remember our sometimes forgotten blessings

Faith
Joy
Love
Compassion
Gratitude
Gratefulness


when one door closes anther door opens.
Right?
hopefully its not the door to poverty and unemployment
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